now, im sure some people may get upset over this, but its how i feel.
god is a sick sadistic person. how else can you explain all he puts some of us through??? "he's testing you"
for what?!?! and im pretty sure ive had a hundred tests, why do i need anymore? why am i so "special" to him rather than the people all around me?
god, let me have one happy thing in my life without you taking it away or ruining it.... please